i am

lately I just do not like to realize how much I was loved by HE after I experience things that according to some people thought it would be foolish ...
I just realized my life, I was saved, I am forgiven, I am given talent, not because I deserve it, but because simply it is a grace ... and because it is a free gift so I can not boast about anything ...



approaching Easter a few years later, I am definitely going to be busy and the fatigue from a busy, the melancholy side of me will be getting worse ...  

I realize how futile escape from every thing that HE gave ...
realize that what a great desire to follow every routine Easter together with the people I love, and hope that we can learn to love with more similar to the teachings of HE teaching, so that we can realize the true example of love that anyone ...

the only thing I expect when Easter this year was the heart that had the same desire for a rapprochement that has been marred by selfishness and doubt are deliberately designed by the devil to make us the scorn of those who see it ...

yes, the devil! doings really no fun ...  
it destroys the reflection of us as His children, and I do not want to linger live in every act of the devil ...

FATHER, I do not want us lingered in the attitude full of suspicion, manipulation, fear and doubt ... 
but what can we do? 
whereas it is as pervasive fear and become one with our hearts?  
while supposed that radiates from our hearts is the attitude of a loving, loyal and patient with one another ... but who can we send out as if the opposite ...  

FATHER, we really need you ... let through this Easter, be able to open our hearts as if overcome by darkness ...